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2009-05-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

Hey .

First of all,

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAYYYY !
I LOVE YOUUU MAMA !

mum,
the very important and special woman in our life.

appreciate her,

love her,

care for her.

the woman who sacrifice her life just for us.

she carries us around for 8 months and suffer from back pain and other stuff.

well,

although ive done alot of things which mama hates ..

i regret that ..

mama will always be in my heart and i love her alot.

she's the most beautiful person in my world and life.

i love you ma.

Sorry been busy for the past few weeks. Alot of things happened. Especially with my love life. I've broke up with Wan. 3rd May. I asked for it. Cant take it anymore. So, i tried my best to be brave and have the guts to tell him. Nina cried when i told her. Mid year exams sux.

So now, ive moved on. I got to know this 3 guys. They're sweet and friendly(= ;

Name : Muhd Rizal

Age : 17

Status : Single

Hometown : Serangoon

Got to know him from : Religious class

Relationship : Future Boify(;

Rizal is a sweet caring simple guy. And yeah, Ive gotta a secret crush on him since last year. We gotta know each other better this year.

Name : Shafa'at
Age : 21
Status : Single
Hometown : Woodlands
Got to know him from : My sister's teacher's brother
Relationship : Close Friends

He loves to tease me. A shy person but friendly.

Name : Ahmad JomBuatKopi(:

Age : 17

Status : Single

Hometown : Boon Lay / Woodlands

Got to know him from : A chatroom

Relationship : Close Friends

Ahmad is a great typical person who loves to joke around. I love to talk to him. He enjoys singing too(: He's not a 'matrep' ouhkay.

Oh kay. So, Shafa'at is basically my bestie for now(: Just met him and he teman me at home for half an hour or so. Its really fun chilling out with him. He's great. As for Ahmad.. He hadnt call me yet. wth. I miss him):

Im actually looking forwad to go madrasah every Saturday. Cant wait to meet Rizal:D

OH. KStarr still hothothot as ever !

I miss going to gigs. REALLY.

20 more days to Malay O level paper. WTH.

I'M NOT READYYYYY !!

Hais.

Today, do watch RENTAK CILIK people. Fankidz performing with Hyrul Anuar. 7pm, Suria. TODAY.

Ive really got nothing to do today rather than being bored. Abang Hady called me 'Maggy Cyrus(?)' wth. But, thanks Abang Hadyku yang sudah 23 tahun:D OH. I cant believe Im 17. seriously. Cos i still feel as if im 16. Im sooo not letting my nephew call me 'Cik Jah'. Its soooo kampung-kampung. Well, im missing F. I miss talking to him til dawn. He's gonna be attached soon. So, all the best(:

wookiie people. Ive gotta gooooooo. I'll update when im super duper free just like today[:

toodyyy dooooo(;

2009-04-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

Well, my life is full of ups and downs.

Theres alot of obstacles that i have to face.

Family to boyfriends to friends.

Who doesnt get so fucked up.

Yeah. I broke my promise with Aslam.

Whut did i do ?

Firstly, I two timed him.

Then.. Without knowing.. He wanna have a Time Off.

But then.. I was with 'W' at that time too. ( 180109 )

So.. Yeah.

'W' didnt know. Up till today..

Well.. Half way with 'W'.. Got to know 'A'.

'A' is the loving type. So, I cant really resist him. I lied to him that I'm single.. Although my heart is with 'W'..

I felt bad and guilty.

I didnt know what to do..

One week after I was with 'A', 'W' found out.

Ive broke 2 people heart, in one day. Thanks to the guy who told 'W'. Really.

If not.. I would have to live in guiltiness. 'W' is the aggressive-loving-straight-forward type of guy. That what makes me loving him although he has done things which i hate.

He love my siblings. & mummy.

Its gonna be 3 months already.. But, I feel like it has been sooo longgg..

He has planned his future too. He want me to be his fiance when we've reached 21 - 22.

Hmm.. I dunt know how long can I stay with him .. Cos 'N' wants me too. Im young, confused and i feel like giving up.

But, thanks to Bradder.. He and mummy saved my day (: i love you guyyys so much !

YESTERDAY :

Went to RP to send my lil sister.

Aliff Aziz was there too. For Najib Ali's show, Rentak Cilik. Aliff is a such an outgoing guy. Funny, nice and friendly. He's not arrogant like i used to think of him. Took pictures and talked with him. I'll upload those pics on Fridayy:D

well,

ive really gotta go ..

To Bruh, thanks ferr everything.. I love you too bruh.

2009-02-02T01:02:00.000-08:00

300109 :

Had a very wonderful birthday.

Thanks for the wishes friends ! I hearts you guys(;

After school, met Mr.Delonge outside Boots & Shoes around maybe 5 plus?

So, he's late by a few minutes ONLY.

He saw me and hand me a paper bag with a lovely cute teddy bear inside.

I felt so guilty for not buying him any presents. After we met, went to Metro and surveyed some dresses and bras . Yeahh. I wanna get one okayy. But, changed my mind. We went to book tickets for Bride Wars. After we got our tickets, it cost 20bucks total. I treat him. We went to Mcdonalds and he bought Mcflurry and sat there and talk and i watch him eat. Head to buy mama's selendang. But i didnt purchase one cos i dont know which one mama want. Went to Bata to buy Rina's school shoes. We went to the top level and buy popcorn and drinks and headout to the cinema.

Bride Wars is sooo awesome ! You guys should watch.

Really.

After the movies, went to banquet and he treat me Mee Hokkien and he ate Kway Teow. He sent me home and we walked all the way from CWP to 585. Under my blk, we took pictures and kissed and we bid each other goodbye. Thank you Mr.Aslam for everything. i love you(;

1st March;

Aslam and i had a time off. yeaps.
I'll always have Teddy with me whenever i sleep. After O levels, we'll be together again. I'll miss him alot and he'll be mine forever. I promise.

i love you baby.

2009-01-20T03:36:00.000-08:00

♥301208.

I love babyyy alot !
Chat with my baby polar bear just now.
Awww...
He's the sweetest:)
This coming friday, 23rd january, his birthday. shits. i dunt know what to get him. hmmm..
Gonna meet him this Thursday. I miss him alot.

Aslam dearest,

I promised I won't leave you.
Keep my words my dear.
I'll love you the way I love myself, my family and my friends..
Baby,
promised me that you'll cherish me and love me too.
You're mine, and I'm yours.
So close your eyes and tell me what you see..
And what you feel..

Cos' I know I wouldn't want to leave you, dearest ..
I love you Aslam♥..

♥maggi

2009-01-15T04:11:00.000-08:00

Yes. It has been a long time since i update my blog.
Updates on my life :

05 december 2008 : Met KrazieStarr for the first time and took picture with him at Esplanade Outdoor Theatre for Beats & Breaks.

17 december 2008 : got to know Aslam(:

18 december 2008 : got N levels results.

got 10 points.

art: 3

malay: 3

english: 4

maths: 4

science: 4

humans: 5

19 december 2008 : di left me.

30 december 2008 :

this guy here is MINE:)

10 january 2009: While waiting for Rina to end her dance class, met Oddstar and chill with him at Mcdonalds at Liang Court. He is such a cool guy to talk with. seriously.

15 january 2009,

I've decided to take the Sec 5 path. I don't know if I could cope with O levels this year. I cried for like I don't know how many times because i was confused. Rica has decided to take the ITE path. yes. She's leaving. I cried when Yanie told me she's going ITE. My bestest friend.. 4 years of friendship. We even promised to each other that we'll have each other no matter what. And yes, I'll keep that promise, Rica. Please don't forget bout us. Im gonna miss you so much ! And to Fazlina, I'll miss you so much too babe. Don't forget us tau ! Nadiah, hope you've choosen the right path babe.

Chat with Fatal and he told me not to give up. Or else, he'll 'smack my forehead'. Oh. And he wanna meet me and his 'biggest fan', my sister, Anis. hahah. Anis wanna go him perform this Saturday.. But Fatal says that it's not worth it because he's performing a verse only. yah. Then he was like, "but i wanna meet you guys.." Anis was like excited when she read that part. hahah.

16 january 2009,

4:31pm. The application for ITE April Intake has closed since 4pm. Im chatting with my baby polar bear, Niyah and Yanie. Gotta go to Youth Park later to send Rina for her Chingay dance practice. Tomorrow, going Clarke Quay to send her for Dance work dance practice at Robertson Walk. Now, Ive gotta go get ready. I can doll up for like 1 hour ! hahah. I'll update again when I'm really really free yea !

love,

maggi.

2008-12-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

This week, whole week, BUSY. yeah. My lil' sis, Rina, is taking part in the IKPF thingy. She's performing at Esplanade Concourse and Outdoor theatre. 7th, 8th and 10th December. Fantastic Kids. So, watch out for them people. They're FANTASTIC ! REALLY. You guys should check it out. They'll be dancing Hiphop and their cheographer is EWAN from FANTASTIC 4 . i usually call him MISTER. EWAN. yeah. today, Rina will be having a FULL DRESS rehearsal at POPSTAR CITY, Robertson Walk. after mum and me drop her off, we'll be heading to Esplanade Outdoor theatre to watch Sixx, Sleeq and Da Fam performing. yeahhhh ! So, i guess i could watch the whole performance cos Rina's dance practice gonna end at 11pm. And one more thing, they're dress colour code is BLACK, BLUE && WHITE. It's soooooo difficult to find those colours. WHY? Mr.Ewan want 40% of blue, 30% black and 30% white. He prefers the girls wearing SKIRT. Oh gosh. Today is their full dress.

I am sooooo tired and sleepy and sick. Not Enough sleep. But, what the hack. At least I'm out and not at home 24/7 .

ok.

im off now.

2008-11-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

Bila diri Disayangi - Ukays

Terdengar bisikan mesra

Kalimah keramat bermentera

Bermulanya siang berakhir malamku

Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu

Tiada tempat mu tertentu

Di gunung di lembah di darat di airSiapapun hamba ,keikhlasan doa

KeAgungan kasih merubah takdir

(korus)

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi

Langkah kaki ini semakin berani

Bila terkeliru ku ucap namaMu

Terasa diriku kembali dipandu...

Engkau yang pertama... tiada akhirnya

Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahayaIzinkanlah aku menumpang disini

Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang Mu

Ku berserah diri....

Jika Kau Rasa Getarnya - Zamani Slam

Janganlah hanya mengukir janji

Sedangkan dikau masih mencari

Adakah benar kata kata

Bukan ungkapan sementara

Kaulah pancaran yang daku rasa

Bagaikan obor yang menyinarJika terpadam tiba tiba

Sunyilah insan alam gelita

Jika kau selam hati ini

Pastinya engkau kan mengerti

Betapa sucinya kasihkuJangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya

Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta

Nilai kasihku padamu cukup berharga

Bukan simpati yang aku pinta

Kebenaranmu memutus kata

Agar dapatku abadikan

Untuk pedoman peniti cinta

Jika kau selam hati ini

Pastinya engkau kan mengerti

Betapa sucinya cintaku

Jangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya

Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta

Nilai kasihku padamu

Cukup berharga

do tell me that the lyrics are meaningful. cos, it is. Di dedicate these songs to me. yeah, love him.

2008-11-30T22:08:00.000-08:00

here's the prom picture(:

191108.

sorry to keep you guys from waiting.

front row(from left) : Nuruddin, Farhan, Arif, Faiz( Pek ), Me

back row(from left) : Faiz and Muzammil

Irwan, the 4T1 guy and mr.NCC and my dancing partner for the night.

Ruzaini. A future artist ?

Azri. He has my dad's name. yeah.

Tan Meng Kiat. the new guy from Fuchun Sec.

Nur Arif. the 2nd top student in acad. i think.

Mr Flavian. My favourite hot teacher. he teaches PHYSICS & my form teacher. he makes the girls go gaga all over him. but, 13 Dec 2008, he's getting married.

Anshari. 2007 class partner and my favourite buddy.

Noor Intan Baizura. The most prettiest and clever girl in Acad.

Falmuhaimin. The guy who doesnt know my real name and always call me BJ or Maggi. thanks alot.

Muzammil a.k.a Mamil. My candy supplier.

Hafiz Ruzaini. My bestfriend. i love him.

Faiz. The guy who keeps me laughing.

Aizat a.k.a Lil'Iz. My hiphop partner & my bestfriend.

Nasri. My bestfriend since primary school, my partner, my brownies fan.

Haziq. The birthday boy. My bestfriend too.

Afiq a.k.a Ario. My pal since primary school and The Last Eyesight band member. Guitarist & drummer.

Firdaus to Yong to Fredo. the best guitarist ever. he wrote Another Broken Heart which makes me cry and a band member of The Last Eyesight.

Jordon.

Khairul Anwar a.k.a Kyle. my art partner and my bestie. The singer of The Last Eyesight. he got great voice.

REALLY.

Wei Han. The hot chinese guy in class. and, a maths whizz.

Afiq a.k.a Angkong. He never fails to make me laugh.

Elliyana a.k.a Yana. She has spirits.

Fazlina. My primary school friend.

Jumalia. I'm craving for her hair ! It's NATURAL.

Tan Song Wei. Always saying im pretty.

Don Tan. My primary school friend and he was looking smart and hot for the night. But, he's always hot.

I will never forget these people and they'll always be remembered. All of us have been through together and I'll always treasure those moments.

Especially to my close friends, I'll always love them and won't forget all those moments we had. Since the day we first met until today and forever, I will cherish you guys. We've been through alot together as friends, classmates, schoolmates. And, i wish you guys all the best for your results.

So, thank you all my friends.

Love,

Khalijah a.k.a Maggi

2008-11-30T01:01:00.000-08:00

im okay and im feeling good. di coming back to singapore tommorow morning. cant wait ! for one full month, i felt so lonely without di .. di asked me to listen to these two songs; jika kau rasa getarnya by zamani slam and bila diri disayangi by ukays. the songs are soooooo meaningful. thank you di(: i'll always keep the meaning from those songs.

12 december 2008,
my n levels results.
im really nervous.

13 december 2008,
my flavy getting married.
at st teresa church.
ooooooohhh mr flavian,
CONGRATS !
But i cant be there):

well,
my time is up from using the comp.

gotta go !

andand,
i'll be going to zhenghua cc to watch them performing(:(:

today is MONDAY.

2008-11-17T00:36:00.000-08:00

today is monday and it's raining. tomorrow going wild wild wet with my fam. im not gonna join cos i don't wanna get tan. wednesday prom. ah, yes. the day ive been waiting for(: family eating and im blogging. nass asked me what he should where during prom and i told him, white long sleeve with black vest and white lining, black smart pants and black tie. he came up with some of it too. and nass said, "orbit sey !!" . so, yeah. im not even good at matching clothes. my prom dress is a cocktail v neck sleeveless dress which has flair skirt. im wearing a tube inside and a crop jacket outside and my hot red shoes. HOT RED.

december,
6th : zhenghua st fest ( da' hip rock affairs )
13th : popcorn playa3 $5
20th : protege : the last call $10(pre tix)
$12(door)
ok.im going man. hell yeah.
oooohh. and during this hols, ive made alot of hip hop friends too. their fun to talk with. oh. and. FATAL hot. he looks like lil'wayne. im supporting;
- Liptalk
- WFM
-G.O.D
-Phir-One
yeah. i LOVE them. MY FAVOURITES. so, people, do support local hip hop. they are gooooooooood.
well,
i'll continue on thursday then.

and i love him.
syamsul yusof.

yours truly,

IM BACKKKKKKKKKK

2008-11-06T01:56:00.000-08:00

YES !
im BACK.
it's suchhhhh a longggg time that ive yet to blog.
and now,

im back with a newww whole life& ME !

whoo hooo !

and thanks to myy dearest AZREEN, who has helped me with the skin.

THANKIIIUUUUU DEARRRRR !!

ok.
i'll be back tommorow to OFFICIALLY START BLOGGING.

ciao.

weee~

2007-06-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

hmms.
im bored.
listening to sleeq.
they rawks.
mdm salimah,
i love sleeq lahh...
got free album with their autographed?.
hehs.
you are lucky cher to get a son who is a singer && girls chasing for hiim.
hahas.

kehkeh.
hmmms..
ive lost contact with that feaking-soccerfreak-cute but hot-gangster boyfriend.
hahs.
yeahs.

i miss school sooo much..
when isit going to finish?!
i mean..
the holidays..

i miss everybody.
and i cant believe that im about to write this;
i miss the teachers.
i miss their scolding && nagging and stuff.
and I MISS STUDYING!!.
haiss..

yipee !!

2007-05-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

yay!
i passed my mid year !!
woo hoo!!
hehs.

class position : 7
level position : 38

hmm...

i wanna be in the top ten lahhs.
first time sia class position top ten.
but level.....
hmmm....

i wanna buck up.
i wanna take O levels.
i wanna go poly.
where my dream lays there..
hais..

mdm foong wrote that im a quiet student.
hell no im a " QUIET " student.! right?!
HA-HA. thats funny cher.
and all she ever comment about is how i contribute doing the class t.
but the credits supposed to go to nuraini and not me.
3N2 disagreed on my designs and they want nuraini's designs. so, the credits should give to nuraini ryt?.

yesterday's wgs idol is soooooooooo BORED.
yeaps.
boring.
but..

congrats to khatijah upon winning the tittle. *APPLAUSE!

Today is the last day of school!!
yipee!!

can wake up late.
hahs.
next wed must go school to do the art competition..
me, nuraini, hanisah and 2 other 2E4 boys.
competition sia.
hmm...

klahs.
chiowz.

im loving you baby..
i miss you honey..
i wont let you go..
i love you.

im in love?..

2007-05-21T01:27:00.000-07:00

peps.

think im in love.

but im confused.

theres 2 person who likes me.

both of them are really good friends.

one is so-called-innocent & one is so-called-noty.

but im attached.

with the one who is so-called-noty.

he's name is Is.

he's HOT.

yeahh.

HOT.

he is so MINE.

so cute lahh..

handsome ryt?!

hahah..

he's soooo HOT.

&HE IS SOOOO MINE!.

haiz..

i really miss hym..

all i have is his pictures to look&dream at..

my hottie.

heh.

at lastt!! its short n layered!!

2007-05-10T00:26:00.000-07:00

i've cut my freaking long curly hair and now..
my hair is short n layered n kindda.. nice(?)
its how i want lahh...
now can tie up any kind of hairstyle..hahah..

last night.

2007-04-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

i need you
and you need me
this is so plain to see
and i would never let you go
and i will always love you so..i will
if you could only see
your heart belongs to me
i love you so much
im hurting for your touch
come and set me free
forever yours i'll be
baby wont you come
and take this pain awayyy..

adapted from LAST NIGHT- keyshia cole's part

yeahyeah.

2007-04-20T00:18:00.000-07:00

never go to school yesterday.
gott cramps & vomitting.
yeahh.
eh.dont think differently.
heh.

later meet aida at vista point.
den go buy staitionary..
next week exams lehh..

must pass physics&chem&malay.&&maths.&&&ss&geog&eng too.ohh.&also ART.

haiss..
alott lahh.
can be stress liao..

just now naswi&shasha also sick.
hahah.
jangkit ahh..

always disturb my golden monkeyy.
calling him PLAYBOY.
Bcos HE IS ONE.
got scandal den steppingg lyk nvr have.
2 scandals Liao.
but..
i dont care lahh.
kate PLAYBOY SEJATI.

haiss.
boringg lahh..
nothingg to do.
that golden monkey is banned from comingg vista && im banned from meetingg hiim.
haiss.

miish hiim sooooo muchh!..

kak aishah is still with my ex..( fazdhli a.k.a SOTONG )
den i go stead with herr ex.. ( danial a.k.a GOLDEN MONKEYY )

Haiss..
aperr lahh nakk jadii dngn bdk2 melayu zaman2 sekarangg?..

mr justin wants dan to come study in WGS.
yapss.
den i tell that dan to come studyy here next year.. so i can disturb hiim..
hahah.

*playboy songg in my head

i really miss my playboy ryt now..
i wanna hugg hiim..

*dreamingg bout danial..

hellos.

2007-04-18T01:39:00.000-07:00

heyy.. long time never blogg. .
now den can..
kehskehs.
im bored siia.
cannot lepak animre..
haizz..
but at least now i can blogg..
im still scared for the mid year lah..
HELP ME!!..
school has been really fun for me..

alwaes disturb people in class..
funn siia..
i LOVE to disturb ANSHARI the MOST.
veryy funn.
am i evil?.
no ryt?..

bROKen uP wiTh tHat SoToNG( fazdhli)..
nOw wiTH GOldeN m0nkEyy( dan )..
theyre good fwens..
its lyk.. we switched.

HAH.

now.
i got a favourite NEW SUBJECT.
its MATHS.
YESSA.
MATHS.
its funn siia..

ppl.
blogg next time.
gtg eat my corn.

BYE2.

at last !!

2007-04-05T02:41:00.000-07:00

hellos people!
long time never blog..
so..
how u guys been?.
my comp is brand new now!
yessa.

kk.
updates bout my life.
im attached with a rudeboy( a culture ).
his name is FAZDHIL.
and HE IS SUCH A GENTLEMAN.
im serious.

whenever he is broke, he doesnt ask from miie.
whoever tries to hurt miie, he'll give that person a warning.
and even if he's a dropout,
he got alot of ambition.
for example, he wanted to take private n levels. after that, he wanted to take nursing in ITE.

well, i knew hiim through hakim ( 4T1 ).
actually, before i knew hiim.. i always saw him playing soccer at the vista park and always hang around there..

he wanted to redye his hair black, removing his tatoo and cut his hair just to return home.
WHY?.
that's what his mum told him.
IF he wans to come back home.
for now, he's at his friend's house.

i felt pity for him actually.
he's a bright boy.
used to be an express student to an academic student.
his PSLE score is 200+.
yeahh. that's high for miie.

now, his big brother is searching a job for him.
a job at jurong or amk..
that's what i called a 'loving brother'.

3N2.

3n2 is disunited.

why?.

we're not together as one class.
mdm foong has tried her very best to make our class united..
but..

WHY 3N2 ?!
WHY CANT OUR CLASS BE LIKE 3N1 ?!
it really sucks to see us not sitting as a class !!
JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT FROM THE SAME CLASS, THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT WE CANT BE UNITED..
JUST LOOK AT 3N1
HOW UNITED. !
ARGH!!

i hate my class for being really disunited class.
IT SUCKS !!

Well..
gotta go.
wanna eat.

take care.
toodles.!

excited.

2007-01-03T01:26:00.000-08:00

today school was so damn fun.!
apizz sat beside me. .
so noisy. .
just now tat Ed called miie. . talk rubbishh. . den i say i'm bz. . i HATED hiim!.

today, i get to know a guy from philiphines. .
his name is kenneth. . 17. .
he's so sweet and so cute. .
he's kindda hott actualie. .
hahah. .
its so fun chatingg wif hiim. .
i wanna go there.!
i wanna mit hiim!.
hahah. .
so damn cute!..
goshh. .
jummy will probably be jealous if she saw his picture. .
hahah. .

tis is kenneth. .
hott ryt?. .
im like dreamingg bout hiim ryt now..
hahah. .

* jummy. . pls dont be jealous. . he is so mine!. . hahah. .

2006-12-19T19:15:00.000-08:00

hey heyy!!
i've been not bloggingg for a longg tiime due to miie freakingg internet connection. .

i've been contactingg with Zulfikar frm our sch latelyy. . he's actually really nice to talk too. . damn funnyy. . alwaes make me laugh lyk hell. . going to watch night at the museum with hiim tommorow. . he blanja the ticket and miie blanja makan. . ass betol. .

i'm lyk reallie damn bored siia. . longg tiime nvr see miie frenss. . saw Haikal ( hack care ) the othr dae. . he's tummy. . is lyk FLAT now. . seriouslyy. . i was kindda suprised actulie. .

watched HAPPY FEET the othr dae wif dad at ViVo. . and that movie. . REALIE ROCKS. . funny , sad . . seriouslyy fun. . i wont regret watchingg it siia. . and Mumbles. . is sooo damn cute !!

on sundayy. . we had a b'dae partyy. . luckilyy din ( monyet ) nvr follow. . or esle i donnoe wat to do or wat to sae siia. . but. . longg tiime nvr see hiim. . miie cousin , Emma , let miie watch Full House. . and i LOVE it. . it's realie ROMANTIC. .

well. . gotta go call Zulfikar. . but before tat . . i wanna eat tis spicyy mee gorengg tat mom cooked. . realie niceeee...... hahah. .

toodless . .
and. .
miss all of u. .

2006-11-19T19:31:00.000-08:00

last week on thursday :

tak jadii watch step up.watched grudge 2 instead and it's reallie scaryy sia until i'm about to cry.hahaha.jummy was there too with someone..hahah.after we watched the movie,kene kacau outside golden village.like ass seyy.group of cute guys disturb miie.but too bad..none got my numbers.all cute2 siia..nak berkenalan..haiz..hahah..at night my father ajak us go dinner at swensen.while eatingg..i was msging wif hafoz..hahah.sempatt siak..

fridayy :

met fazlina and yana at vista point and terserempakk sweetie.fcuk seyy..he was like..blurr wen he saw miie.after meetingg wif faz and yana..i go sit wif sweetie under the blk and we lepakk2 and talk crap there..hahah.then saw hafiz(2n1) wif ruzaini nga lepak2 at the court.hafiz saw miie then wave at miie..both of us like mad sia..then he need to be my so called bodyguard next year..hahah.sweetie asked hiim too.

saturdayy :

went to Furama Hotel with my familyy cos we got this perjumpaan hari rayer..got zubir abdullah..veryy fun sia..then dey serve us indonesian cuisine..veryy deliciouss.i loikee itt.butt veryy full.hahaha.but the lunch is worth it cos before tat we were lostt goingg to the place.we went to 3 wrongg hotels and we veryy paiseyy sia..for like 50mins.but at lastt..the servingg and stuff were worth itt..hahaha.andd..i THINKK i saw ADAM.yahh.i was like..huh?it's like..i've seen hiim before..hahaha.

SUNDAY :

woke up and get readyy to go for religious class.me and hanisah were disturbingg marlinah for worrying bout omar not replyingg herr bck..and she disturb atikah for always lookingg and smilingg at hafiz.it's hilariouss.after my religious class.

went to my seranggoon house to change and get readyy to go to VIVOCITY with dad.vivocity was packed with alot off people.we ate at swensen again and after that..we go jln2 there..saw hwee jian and shirley there.theyy were workingg at burger kingg escortingg the mascot.veryy cute sia..after that we watched flushed away .veryy funny seyy that movie.i was laughingg for most of the tiime.u should watch it..hahah..than dad,anis and rina went on board on a ship.me and fitri didnt went on board cos we're afraid and there's ALOT of people going in and out of the shiip.after that..we went home.

now.i'm babysittingg my cousin.veryy lecehh seyy..she dont want to take her bath..and i gotta bringg her down to make her stopp cryingg..

kaes peoples.
gotta go now.

toodles.

hmph.

2006-11-15T19:37:00.000-08:00

fine.i cant go for councillor camp.my exams starts on th 27th.it's so not fair.haiz..

i found one cradle of filth and mcr layouts at friendster-layouts.omg.mikey way is so damn hot sia..azal wants his hair to be like mikey's.it's like..WATEVER.but..cool..

today is my sis b'day and we're NOT gonna watch the grudge 2.BUT.STEP UP.yeahh.step up.at yishun.with our cousin..TB's brother.next week..watching flush away with my siblings.all of them wanna watch it badlyy.

dad just top up for me yesterday.he's bringing out for dinner today.maybe at SWENSEN.hawhaw.he asked us where we want to eat what...so say swensen lahh..longg time never eat there..hahah.dad request for a holiday every sunday just to spend time with us.he's gonna bringg us to vivocity one dayy.cool..hahahah.

sweetie send me one of his pic.and he looks kindda hott i guess.he called me yesterday night and i told hiim how sorie i am for not msging or call him for the last 4 days.he tought that i was cheatingg on hiim.chis3..

i havent even buy a single book for next year.dad say that next month then he'll buy for us.and...we're not gonna be a sailormoon anymore.hahah.so next year..i can disturb my sis for beingg a sailormoon.i'm so bad lahh..hahah.

my sis is like so obsessed with gerard way whereby i'm so damn obsessed with mikey way.THE WAYS BROTHER.hahah.they're hott lahh..kehkeh.enough bought them.cn be crazy sia..

i think i'm gonna miss the sec 4s and sec 5s.they're the best lahh...

all the best peoples..

and AMY LEE rocks bigg time.the gothic that i admired so much.her songs are so damn nice to listen.

2006-11-14T00:33:00.000-08:00

not watching step up this thursday BUT.we're gonna watch grudge 2.

meet up with my sweetie on saturday and he gave my bro a car comic. yeahh.a comic.we exchange pictures and he seriouslyy kept on saying that i'm cute.it's like..i know lahh that i'm cute but pleasee stop sayingg that i'm cute.dah mendak seyy dngr..hahah.

chattingg with that freakingg rahman again.ass lah he.with his craziness.

i'm BORED ryt noww.i wanna go out badlyy.but need to wait till thiss thursday then can go out.

miss my friends and sweetie very much lahh..

k lahh.
gotta go.

toodles.!

bored.

2006-11-08T21:56:00.000-08:00

Rahman-the best pal to chat with.hahah.he even called me giler.and he has given me a job-a part time laughing job.
he's hilarious.he's the best lahh..hahah..giler?.yeahh.he's right..he wrote me a giler testy.

heyy.
continue later..
gotta go and eat my macspicy burger that mom just bought for me.

toodles!

my heart..

2006-11-08T21:14:00.000-08:00

Di sini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang...

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...

isnt it just so sweet??..
i just fell in love with this song sia..sweet..
try singing it to boyfren or girlfren..

toodles..

my life after school closes.

2006-11-06T22:28:00.000-08:00

i'm bored this few weeks.hell yeahh.bored.gonna watch STEP UP and GRUDGE 2 with my sis next week.cant wait for that.well..aliff,hamdani and azhar wanted to come over for jalan raye.but..later i need to go out..so..too bad.they cant come.
i've been eating alot recently.and i've been thinking of going for a run this coming friday..so i could shed some weight.and pineapple wanted me to become his kakak angkat..it's like..WTF with you?!

dad gave me k700i hp.been taking pictures alot..hahah.and i even taken a picture af me looking like a gothic.it's kindda cool actually.i havent meet up with sweetie this past few weeks.and sweetie kept on saying that i'm so damn cute and how much he miss me..hahah.

i'm bored right now..i wanna go school..cant wait for school to reopen..i wanna say hie to everyone i know.i dont care.so..if you see me..dont forget to say hie or esle u'll get a smack at ur freaking face.and i'm seriously.

i bought a new taped jeans at parkway parade and it's so damn nice.that will be my second favourite jeans.hahah..

i need to study for my religious psle exams.i'm kindda scared actually.and i'm confused too..

and jummy..i knew tat u've been admitted to the hospital the other day.someone told me bout it until got worried.hahah.

well..gotta go..toodles.

I LOVE TODAY!!

2006-10-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

i love the dnt workshop..and i survived!!whoo hoo!!
mr farhan and miss didier is our so called instructor.they rox big time lahh.!
i design the lamp,nadiah choose the colours,yana and intan helped to make it.it's so fun..and seriouslyy..i wont regret..i didnt know that our classmates are all talented in designing their products..it's like..WOW.and all of them are so cute and very beautifully done.*clapping
my group,i designed an umbrella style.it's so nice.cos miss didier helped us out.very talented lahh..mr.farhan also..seriouslyy..the rox.hahah.! nadiah and yana were like taking pictures of all the products..mr.farhan too..well..all the best to the top 5 lamps!

walked home with yana and we took the mass run route..we want to excercise..so..we walked the long way..it's fun..cos the both of us are releasing our angers inside our hearts..i bought potato chips and sunkist drinks.and i thought that i want to eat it at home but then mum and my siblings were already home.so..i've gotta wait till 6.50+ to break fast.

just chatted with shidah,anshari and sharil izwan..an and sharil are really nice people to chat with.seriouslyy.no kidding peps.

i think i'm gonna miss the 2n1s..they rox big time..although the time where we need to go through tough obstacles together and stuff..i just love all..oh..and i OWE ANDY & YI HENG mentos.hahah.

alwites..gotta go pepos..
take good care of yourself..

tata!!

fun day

2006-10-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

i cant wait to follow the ODAC members to the night cycling.it's next week,on friday.i think it's gonna be seriously fun.we meet at wgs main gate.and we flag off at 9pm.and we end the activity the next morning at about 6.30am.serious talking people..i cant wait.

pass my exams.only failed 5 subjects.the other 5..i passed.

english- 60
malay- 61
maths- 35
science- 47
art- 80
home econ- 69
hist- 49
lit- 58
geog- 42
d&t- 47

art,BAND 1.i was so happy..next year..gonna go to 3N2.i'm taking art..and i cant wait for that subject next year..

thanks ms.nana for teaching me art tis year!

it was fun in school just now..we had ENGLISH FUN DAY!!and my group WON! WHOO HOO~ faiz was the leader.we also watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.me and rica helped ms.nana to do this thing for mrs.song retire thingy..

it was really such a fun day.!all thanks to the english department teachers.it was incredible!!

i've been calling aliff and hamdani crazy.hamdani was like scolding me NOT to call him crazy..and..i was like.."oklah..oklah..i wont call you CRAZY anymore kaes?.."
and..he gave me a thumbs up.hahah.just for that.

yesterday..there's this particular guy..he smsed me..and it's so lovely.i was like..omg..that's so sweet.!although he is 22 years old.he even set my picture to be his hp wall paper.sweet eh?hahah!.

well..gotta go.
mum asked me to go to the shop to buy things..

tata!

move on

2006-10-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

i've moved on and i'm HAPPY.totally HAPPY.

why?

that's because i dunt need to think anything about relationships.

I'M FREE!!

i'm NOT worrying about anything anymore!!

and..i would like to say CONGRATS to CRYSTAL.

hope the both of you will last much LONGER.

finished exams TODAY.
but i'm not free YET.
oh..and..

THANKS MEEZA!

THANKS YANA!

THANKS JU!

THANKS FAZ!

THANKS SUFIAH!

THANKS NADIAH!

THANKS INTAN!

i love you all lahh..
you guys are the greatest good frens ever!
i'll be missing you guys..
today is MIRZA's b'day.

not hady mirza.but mirza.just mirza.

need to baby sit my little cousin once again.she is so wild i tell you.
yeah.she's one naughty baby.

tommorow,gotta go to school to do this survey test or sumthing..
on thursday..there's d&t workshop.

8 hours people!.

so long..i think i cant survive in this workshop.
i hate d & t.i've always hated it.since this year.last year..nope.[ that's because i use to pass my d & t. ]

well..
gotta go..

tata peps.

THE STEALER.

2006-10-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

people,let me share you a story..this story is based on a TRUE story.

Once upon a time,in a not-so-far-away land,there live a village girl.She was the average kind of girl.She was pretty with her curly black hair and a fair skin.

She admired the Prince of the village.He was very generous to everyone especially the girl,Lilian.He has alot of friends.Lilian's bestfriends,Anna,Lia and Lina.They were her closest friends ever.

Lilian told one of her friends,Crissie,that she had a crush on the Prince.Crissie worked for the Prince.She's the cleaner.So,Lilian also told her that the Prince,has the same feelings as her.

One day,Crissie told the Prince whom he love.But,the Prince denined everthing.He told Crissie that he only likes Lilian for her HAIR.

The next day,Crissie told Lilian about it and it broke her heart.She was so dissappointed nad sad.But,the Prince told Anna,that he still love Lilian.Lilian was getting confused and confused for the past few days.Thinking about it..

As the day past by,Crissie kept on asking and telling Lilian that the Prince doesn't love her anymore and he is already married recently.Without the villagers knowing it.

That really broke Lilian's heart.She kept asking Crissie who is the girl but Crissie doesn't know.Lilian told her three bestfriends about it.When Lilian and Anna was fetching a pail of water at the well,Lilian told Anna everything once again and Anna told Lilian the TRUTH.

Lilian cried and cried until the villagers asked her what happened.But she kept quiet,silent.Crissie kept asking Lilian what had happened too and she kept on repeating to Lilian not to make her feel guilty.But Crissie SHOULD be guilty for stealing him away from her.

Lilian's tears rolled down her rosie-chubby cheeks.As the days past,Lilian doesn't speak to Crissie since that day.She just kept quiet when Crissie's around.Slapping people's butt and punch other people's arm.But Lilian learnt to move on from her bestfriends.

She's now dead.In her grave.Peacefully,without any disturbance.

written by,

Maggi.

2006-09-29T01:43:00.000-07:00

finished english exam and u noe what?..it's soo easyy.seriouslyy.
and yesterday,i flunked my home econ presentation.i stutter alot.i dunt even know what to do or what to say cos i dont have any script with me.and..mine is the worst!.yahh.hate it!!

dont cry to me
if you love me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

the lyrics are meaningful..for me lahh.
this few days,i'm really getting sleepy..in school and at home.
i dont know what's with me..but i like BARNEY.

barney is just soo cute and chubby.!!barney is sooo hot lahh..
cant stand looking at hiim..me and jummy cant resist of him smiling away...goshh..
people..i'm going to admit that i cant stop thinking bout lollipop.

kk.gotta go..
continue tommorow..

tata

2006-09-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

today,i'm was blushing and smiling and sooo happy sey.And just now mrs.heikel blanja us PIZZA.yeah.PIZZA.nice sia..
why the hell am i so goddamn happy?.
-that's because i got to smile at lollipop!.and i get a chance to talked to him at the phone and face to face and also watch him train.aww..so cute larh..

hidayah was like telling lollipop this,"eh,maggi loves you soooo much!"
he was like,"i know."

and i keep beating jumamosie and sakinah coz i saw lollipop.just for that.ehk.seriously lahh people..i really have a crush on him.ohh..and by the way..i'm not gonna write about my practical exam coz it's such a disaster.I WANT A RETEST.that's all i request for alwites.

today is gonna be the last day we can eat in class..so,just now..i brought ruffles sour cream and onion.very nice seyy..fazlina brought crontos.hahah..we ate during english time..sempat kan?..hawhaw..chat with my favourite people..love them alot seyy..

ohh..fazlina..you can take ur andy lahh..he's all yours..k?happy?..mine is lollipop..heheh..

about 10 more days.they'll be sitting for their N level seyy..i'm like counting down.cant believe that.seriouslyy.
now.next friday is our english paper.i'm really nervous.REALLY REALLY NERVOUS.seriouslyy lahh..

chatting with jummy,aziz,mikey,yazid n rahman.the best and favourite people to chat with.

2006-09-20T01:32:00.000-07:00

firstly,i would like to thanks meeza for changing the blog skin.thank you meeza.!
alrighties.exams are really really near and puasa is tis sunday.cant believe it.very fast seyy.and my mr lollipop is leaving soon.another 13 more days lyk tat lahh..i'll seriouslyy miss hiim alot.i can cry sia lyk this.

YESTERDAY NIGHT.

I was crying non stop.
my mind was having a flashback.
the day when my grandmother passed away.

i could still remember..

it was 1st october 2003.
it was suppose to be a happy,joyful day for us.but then..

i was asleep on that day when my cousin,emma,woke me up.
she rold me that our grandmother had just passed away.i cant believe it at first coz i dont want to and i will not believe her.

when i take a look at the master bedroom..there.i saw her.lying peacefully on the bed.covering with a kain.i cant believe that it's my grandmother.after i saw her body,i went straight back to the bedroom where i slept.i was crying and crying non stop.but,i need to stay strong.my family members who were there at that time were cleaning the living room.my mum called our relatives and the doctor.

after i took my shower and changed and stuff..me,anis and emma went outside the house and we told wanderful stories about our grandmother.and we cried together.at about 11am+..the funeral begun.i had to witnessed it.my family had to kiss her forehead.and it's the last time ever i saw her beautiful face..i had to held back my tears when i kissed her.after i kissed her..i ran to the bedroom and i cried.i let go all of my tears.i let it all go..me and fitri cried the most..my other grandmother had to calm me and fitri down.but i cant..i'll miss her voice,her touch,her kiss,her advices..her huggs,her protection towards us..i miss her..i'm crying while i'm writing this..

the last gift that she had gave me is a gold bracelet..it was for my 11th birthday..after she gave it to me..she hugged me.and i cried.it's like..i was thinking what am i going to do without her..and now..she's totally gone.i cant believe that she's gone from my life..but i will still remember her till the day i die.i'm missing her ryt now..all i could ever talk ablout was her.my grandmother.my beloved grandmothere who took care of me since i was a baby.i miss her sooo soo much. my nenek wearing purple who passed away.
i miss her soo much ryt now.i miss her voice..i feel that as if she was here with us..sitting or lying at couch..sitting at the kitchen table..admiring the fishes..i love her soo much.wish she were here to look at my report book..and ask how am i doing in school and stuff..i also wish that i could say how sorry i am towards her..but it was just to late.it's over.i cant say all of that anymore.

2006-09-08T00:00:00.000-07:00

having a fight with pineapple AGAIN.

cant believe it.seriously.i cant believe it.

him: i cabar u dngr lagu jiwang time tngh emo.nnt gerenty u nanges.

me: done that.tuu pun tngh teringat psl seseorg..

him: SAPER?!

me: ader argh..

him: ohh..so,u two time me isit?!

me: takk.i didnt sia..

him: jgn nk bedek..

me: ya allah..org tak bedek..

him: dulu syamir pnh ckp yg u pnh two time dier..

me: biler??

him: time last year..

me: no i didnt.

him: jgn nk bedek ahh..own up je lahh..

me: buat per nk own up wen i didnt..buang mase je..

him: if i found out..i'll smack u and tat guy skali..

me: mcm brani gitu..

him: ehk.saper ckp yg i tak brani?!

me: FINE!! U TAK PERCAYE I SUDAH!! IT'S UP TO U IF U WANT TO BELIEVE ME OR NOT!!

and it went on and on..
i'm sooo fed up wif hiim.!i felt like breaking up wif hiim already..

BUT.
whenever i chat wif mr.lollipop,i felt soo hapie.he cool me down..just love him fer tat.i'm gonna miss him..wish i cud noe him b4..left 20+ days till their exams..and..WHOOSH.they're gone.just like that.leaving us..
i love mr.lollipop lahh..
later,no one will call me maggi,or buy fer me lollipop..
i felt like crying wen they're about to leave this school..
seriouslyy..i love hiim.*sobbingg :'(

to my one and only mr.lollipop:

i'll always love you alot.thanks for being my lollipop supplier.hahah.i'll seriouslyy miss you.if u're free frm wgs..dun forget me tau..rmbr me,MAGGI.jgn luper visit nie skolah kaes?..well,love u lots.=)

2006-09-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

saturday:
- didnt go to the kenduri coz i'm sick.
- doing nothing at home and it sux coz it's sooooo damn bored.

sunday:
- cant belive tat my aunt is alredy engaged.with?an architect.
- gotta wear baju kurung.[my mum asked us to wear it.she wants us to be elegant.]
- chat with my lollipop supplier.[so cute lahh him..he wants to give me lollipop so,i will love him alot.but then,i love him already lahh.my lollipop supplier per..XD]
- my aunt's 6-years-old son kept poking me.[painful tau.but he enjoy the entertainment.]

monday:
- went to the library.saw alot of woodgrovers there.
- saw this scarf.it's black & a flower at the top.jummy try it and she looks like a teenage prostitute.[i want that hairband lah jummy.!it looks sooo cute!!can be use to tie hair too per..]
- and..it goes on and on..[mls nak type argh...]

tuesday:
- which is today.didnt go out.
- woke p at around 9+am.
- there's a 'suprise block cleaning' going on.
- just now,in the morning,rina opens dil to pagal hai,bichhoo,duplicate..etc..my mom wants to watch..
- we watched the ricky martin's concert.
- we shared stories bout wat hindi songs me,anis,aishah & aidah love to dance with.
- i also help to 'paint' the pineapple tart's top.tiring.seriously.
- chat with jummy,ajmaeen,azal & saiful.saiful looks sooooo cute wen he was a baby.!!

2006-09-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

i'm touched.seriously.aizat told me that my old best friends do still remember me.aww..i love them for that..*sobbing
i regret for not following aizat to PARK VIEW PRI SCH.

i used to have a crush on this guy,muhaimin,when i was in kindergarten.One thing is that,HE REMEMBER WHO I AM.i miss my oldest best friend ever,that is,fifi.i use to pinch her cheeks.she's like tweety bird.aizat told me that she would like to meet me one day.it seems that all of them who knew me would like to meet me one day.i really2 miss them alot.especially fifi,muhaimin,ibrahim & sofia.i knew them since kindergarten.we use to talk and get into trouble together..seriously,i REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS THEM!!!*sobbing.

How nice of them to remember me still.that touched my heart alot.some of them even bought along their kindergarten & primary one photos.muhaimin is expecting for a 100% attandance from the kindergarten photo,but i failed to turn up and i regret.can't believe it.i feel like killing aizat because he didnt even take down all their numbers.ASS ISNT IT?!
cant belive that they're planning to sabo me next year.it's going to be triple.

eh.seriously larh..i love all of them all.they are such good friends of mine.i miss fifi alot.she's my best friends since we're small.my mum is her mum's friend and my dad is her dad's friend.and they're such a good friends.
i feel like crying for not following aizat and irwan yesterday!! i wanna meet my old pals..i love them lots.[i also love my present friends now okaes..!]
and..i cant belive that aizat saw my K2 & primary 1 photo.it's sooo embarrassing.!! cant believe it.muhaimin showed it to him.fifi,ibrahim,sofia,muhaimin and the others whom i've forgetten,want's my number and they want to meet me.

it's really touching coz most of them knew me and i've forgotten bout them.seriously,i feel like crying ryt now..*sobbing

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

2006-08-31T03:10:00.000-07:00

2006-08-28T04:44:00.000-07:00

alryts.mie and kambeng baek already.dier ckp sowies twice.heheh.todae,our 1st anniversary.hahas.scold kambeng for forgetting it.now,i know how to do the expansion thingy.i just know tat it's easy.heheh.i was lyk practicing it just few hours ago..but some i dunnoe how to 2 questions arh..after i send HARUSKAH KITA BERPISAH song to jumalia,i'm going to do my SCIENCE.yes.i'm going to complete it for the sake of end-of-year exams.
play true or dare with jumalia,yana,faz,yani,aizat,aziz and muhaimin.i choose dare.my dare is to sing sweet child o' mine on the table.but then i didnt sing on the table larh.tat's fer people to eat okaes?..so,i sing this song[i've forgotten wat song coz i sang lots of songs just now.heheheh].and so,they let me off.thankies.love you guys!.muackz!.aizat's dare is to hold my hand.and he needs to kiss it.and so,he did.Aziz's,which girl he syg..me or yani.HE CHOOSE ME.yeah.me.but then,i already know his answer.cant tell you why.sshhhh...
cant believe that yana is already sacked from the student body.yana darling,you're out..and..i want out too!!.i wanna get sacked too..it's like,i want to focus on with my studies.alah..later wen recess time i got no frens to eat and talk with..YANA,I'LL MISS YOU ALOT HONEY.!!*crying & sobbing.
tommorow we have maths remiedial again!!yay!!i'm hapie.coz,get to learn things that i've forgotten all these while.i think i'm gonna lyk maths soon.hahah.seriously.
ohk.gotta go.tata..

2006-08-25T18:30:00.000-07:00

people I LOVE SO MUCH:

i love anshari(for scoring the 1st goal for rustys.)
i love hafiz(for scoring the 2nd goal.)
i love irwan(for saving the ball.)
i love fazlina.
i love jumalia.
i love yana.
I LOVE BAT.!(soo cute larh..)

i'm fighting with pineapple.SERIOUSLY.yesterday,at causeway point,saw hiim.can't believe i saw hiim.i was like..BUAT BODAH NGAN DIER SUDAH.!GI MAMPOS ARGH!!

then,he call me.

me-WHAT??!

him-they say that you cried yesterday.WHY?

me-nothing.

him-WHY?!

me-OK FINE!I WAS LIKE WAITING FOR YOU!STANDING THERE!AND YOU WERE LIKE JUST WALK AWAY LEAVING ME!!!AND I THOUGHT,'is he angry with me?.did i do somthing wrong?!'

him-ok..look..ACTUALLY..THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU!SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT YOU ARE TWO TIMING ME.!

me-NO I DID NOT!!!I DIDN'T TWO TIME YOU!!

him-I KNOW YOU'RE LYING!.

me-NO I DID NOT!!!I'M NOT LYING TO YOU!!

him-WHAT IF??!

me-WHAT IF I DID NOT??!

him-WELL,WHAT IF??!!!

me-I DID NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I SWEAR I DID NOT!!!!!!!!

[i call ju to come here..]

me-JU!!I DID NOT TWO TIME HIM RYT???!!!!!!

ju-*nodding

me-THERE!!.I DID NOT TWO TIME YOU!!!

him-*silent

[so..me and ju just walk away and he call..]

him-where are you going?.

me-YOU THINK?!

ju-we're going to fine boyfriends.

go f*** hell larh.ass.he has no proof.on thursday,i asked him what's the matter.he told me that HE IS ANGRY WITH NABILAH(2T2).

YESTERDAY,RECESS TIME..HAIQAL SAID THAT HE IS STILL ANGRY WITH ME.!

what the f*** sial.?i dont understand hiim.seriously.it's like..he makes me HATE HIM.ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

alryt..i'm trying to relax.trying to cool down.trying to make evryting calm.

RUSTY LOST.YES.THEY LOST.but then..THANK YOU TO ANSHARI & HAFIZ FOR AT LEAST SCORING.

oh.. and ju,u OWE AN BUBBLE TEA!!.ha-ha!.

my bat cute sia..seriously..i cant stand the cuteness of bat.for me,bat is sooo HOT.looking at bat makes me HAPPY.and also,makes me MELT.hahah.cute sia.seriously..BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT.All i could ever do ryt now is to THINK ABOUT BAT.

btw,i still owe yana PINK TEDDY BEAR.i'll give you the teddy soon keys darling..

fazlina,i'm worried bout you sweetie..please dont think bout it soo much ok.?

jumalia,BAT IS SOOO HOT.BAT IS SOOOO MINE.*dreaming bout bat ryt now..haiiz..

2006-08-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

mr jason tagged me!!.HAHA.and i'm hapie bout it..

TO MR JASON:
we misses you alot mr jason.seriously.your performance are all sooo great.you also play like professional.and pleeeeasee do come back to WGS and teach us MUSIC again.you're the best music teacher ever!.and dunt forget all of us too..the new teacher is ok i guess..but then u're still the best one..it's not the same when you're not here ..seriously..we MISS YOU ALOT.

ok.that's all..
just now..woke up at about 5.30am..went to school at 6.50am..sat wif aizat..wait for ms.devi to go in the food lab to give her my mom's pineapple tart and lemon cheese cake..at about 7.20am..went in the food lab and i found FIRDAUS,IRWA,NASRI n NAZRUL helping ms.devi preparing for the refreshments..she told me to stay and help her cut the lemon cheese cake..and i end up cleaning the room with nazrul,fir,wan and nas..i didnt turn up at the parade square..wondering if my frens were findning me or not..i stayed and help in the food lab until 11+..the boys asked me to find ms.devi..so..i went up to the library..it's like..OMG!!THE FOODS ALL LOOK SOOO DELICIOUS SIA...then..ms.devi told me to bring down some food for the boys..my sister helped me with it..so of the curry puffs were being stolen by SYAZWAN,KHALIFAH,YAZID...and i was like..WAT THE HELL?!IT'S FOR THE PEOPLE DOWN AT THE FOOD LAB!!!
and so..i went down to the food lab carrying 2 plates of noodle and a plate of curry puffs and swiss rolls..my sis was like.."wen can we eat?!i'm like ssooooo hungary!!"..and so..we went up again..yazid was like carrying 4-6 cups of fruit punch..faris was carrying a plate of noodle wif alot of curry puffs,sandwiches and stuff..me and my sister get to eat..ms.devi and meeza went to the food lab and at last..the 4 boys follow too..firdaus eat alot sia..TWO PLATES OF NOODLES.yazid invite me to go up to the 4th level to eat wif dem..but i say NO.he asked for my number..so..i gave him..but he didnt give him his..nazrul wants to know my sis alot better..but then,too bad..she's with azhar already..haha.! it's quite fun talking and sitting with dem in the food lab..but then..it's stupid.seriously..i just know tat irwan can cook.he fried the samosa..and it's perfect.seriously PERFECT.nazrul cook the samosa until it turned all black..i was like looking at the way irwan cook.it's like..HOW DOES HE LEARN TO COOK LIKE THAT?!ass.it's sooo fun..

to yana..

yana,thanks for your help yesterday..i owe you alot of times man..i seriously cant bare wif that class..that class is sooo hopeless..i really really love you alot yana..thanks for helping me..you're the best fren i've ever had!!.you noe wat to say and stuff..it's like..that boy can talk softly but he s sooo rude.he's like..shouting at me..you noe me..i cant stand people shouting ryt at my face..i feel like slapping that boy's face.seriously..i just wish tat my hand can lend on his idiotic-stupid face.they still can argue wif me..and they're like..can even understand SIMPLE ENGLISH.it's like..his mother never teach him how to respect someone older than him.seriously..i hate his class just bcoz of him!.just bcoz a stupid person like him..i hated his class..!! oh btw..yesterday..tis small boy frm tat class..he cried too..just bcoz his class need to stayback.

ok.that's all..

goody-byes.

2006-07-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

ok.ms nana read my blog already.then never tagg me.hahas.
umm..now i got nothing in my mind.just let me recall back about what to write...
LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA...

UMM...

Ugh....

ok.i remember.

yesterday,talk with aizat[2t2] for about 2 hours.after school we talk for like about almost 1 hour under my void deck.mr jason is going and he's not going to teach us music again.gotta call aizat at 9.30 later.went to school with him just now..he follow me to the canteen..

watch soccer and RUSTYS WON!!! CONGRATS TO :
HAFIZ
AIZAT
NASRI
FIRDAUS
AFIQ
FAIZ
HARIZ
ANSHARI
ARIFFIN
IRWAN
HAIQAL
HAIKAL
ARIF
FARHAN
AZRI
and..if ur name is missing..sorie bout that.

i've found this wedsite about artwork and fashion designs.
go see for yourself..it's sooo good.
http://www.ftw-design.com/en/index.php

for me,the person who drew all this is a GENIUS!
seriously.for me lah.but i dont noe bout you guys.

the designs which i like from this website is :

this two designs is like very uniqe and i like the designs and the patterns of this gowns.

i'm really excited about art.cant wait to learn fashion design and surely..ms nana,i'll concentrate for these lessons.
i seriously cant wait.and i dunt know why.hahas.but i think it's going to be fun learning fashion designs.and..i've found my inspiration already..cannot tell you guys leh..

alrite now..well..
just now in school..when i'm with aizat[2t2],all the people who knew me asked me whether he's my boifren..i was like.."NO HE'S NOT!!"
like excuse mie..he's just one of my frens..like the others..he also like to call me SAYANG.alot of time.in school,sms..hahas.

but then..we're just frens..
not more..
coz i'm still attached with that freaking monkey.!
oh..u noe wat?..i've just discovered that aizat[2t2] used to be in the SAME PRIMARY SCHOOL WITH ME WHEN WE'RE IN PRIMARY 1.
we talked bout it yesterday till 11:30p.m.

well..gotta go now..

jajas mis ya.!

kisses & huggies for all of you!!
peace!!

2006-07-21T01:27:00.000-07:00

you noe wat?..
i think i love mr jason lah.
he is such a good teacher ever.SERIOUSLY.the BEST TEACHER EVER!!!
HE PLAY HERE WITHOUT YOU,BRING ME TO LIFE,SWEET CHILD OF MINE,HELENA...OMG!!!!!!
ALL OF DEM ARE MY FAVOURITES.!!!!!!
AND I ACTUALLY SANG IT.
OH..and before that..

AIZAT(2T2) LITTLE BROTHER IS SSSSSSOOOOOOOO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY.!

firstly,AJMAEEN'S BABY SISTER..
NOW,AIZAT'S LITTE BROTHER...who is just 3 YEARS OLD.
i wish i had a baby brother or sister..
i cant stand it to watch those cute-chubby-bubbly-notty babies.i will get all excited and keep repeating it over and over again about dem..

just now in school..i cant believe tat i wore this punjabi suit.it is soooo EMBARESSING!.seriously.hahaha!.and aziz said tat i look DASHING.dumbass.

i'm actually biting this freaking straw of mine.from just now.you know wat?..I WANNA TAKE PICTURE OF ME AND TOK KADI !!! But then...i went to eat that freaking MEE SOTO that is sooooooooo HOT.and i mean it.HOT as in PEDAS.aishah put one scoop of that chili and it's full.that spoon is sooo big and she put it one scoop until all my mouth are all HOT.but i still keep on continue eating.it's nice.but..next time..i need to remember to buy a freaking cup of ice to cool down my mouth.try and eat like tat lah..confirm u all will either throw up[like my cousin] or give up.

YAY!!
me,faraisha,khuzaimah and rica join this group.it's about grafitti.i cant wait sia.wahahaha!! i'm excited tau...and..that group consist of alot of boys and only one gurl and tat gurl didnt turn up..so...ahmad[razak's fren]..asked me if i wud like to join the group...and now...i've make my decision to join it.cant wait for it.

i actually miss hiim alot.
too bad he cant ues the phone animore coz the bill dah melambong..

oh..and..
aizat[2t2] gave me CADBURY CHOCOLATE!!hahaha!!i just dunt know why i'm excited..

they're playing soccer at vista park and THE FIRST PERSON I SAW IS AIZAT[2T2].ass ryt?.
my back hurts now coz i didnt even rest it.

at the end of tis month..the grafitti thingy will start ..we are goin to use spray cans....
and...
i got to go..

adios !!!

2006-07-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

well..Today..haiQal pull my hair TWICE.the first time..I KICKED HIS LEG.Heheheh..[sorie 2 sumone..]baguskan..HAHHHHAAAAAHAA!!!!!

the 2t2s are playing soccer at vista park ryt now..and...AIZAT'S adek..IS SOOO CUTE sia...

just now..P.E time..i and yana be the leader..for RUNNING!..macam best gitu tadi time p.e.and...my skirt macam neat gitu tadi..case anis IRON kan..heheheh..i was half asleep..ngantok per...tido argh..

ehk..u noe wat?..
i want to try and write in malay lah...penat tau nk write in english..like my english improve gitu..
awites...

but before tat..i'm goin to write tis in english..
nadia is trying to move on..and at AT LAST..she knew all this time that i'm din's gurl..

OK..

just finish giving advices to firdaus[2n2]..
oh and one last thing..
before i go..

my ambition..the other one..is to be a COUNSELLOR.seriously.i want to be one.

well..

i'll miss you guys..

and btw..call me,

MRS MAGGI BALLACK MARTIN MONYET.

~ coz my LAKI is MICHAEL BALLACK,BILLY MARTIN N DIN.

MY FAVOURITE BOYS.

peace`

2006-07-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

today sucks.

chin chee sucks alot.
that's because i wear this freaking anti-drug badge and he told me to take it out.stupid chin chee.! wat for they give us that freaking badge and didnt wear it?!.STUPID ASSHOLE CHIN CHEE OR SHOULD I SAY "CIBAI".?
ARRRGHHHH!!!!
I'M REALLY PISSED OFF WIF TAT FREAKING DUMBASS!.

ok.i'm so call 'fighting' with tat freaking MONKEY of mine.just because i didnt meet him the other day,he is already pissed off with me.he thinks he's alone.but nooooooo...coz i'm FREAKING PISSED WITH HIM HIMSELF.

WHY?!

THAT'S BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY WEN I MEET HIM,HE DOESNT GIVE ME HIS FULL ATTENTION.HE GAVE AWAY HIS ATTENTION ALL TO MY COUSIN.HE FLIRTS WITH HER TOO.I FELT SO LEFT OUT..

he doesnt call me often like he used to..he doesnt say "I LOVE YOU" animore.

i feel like killing him one day.[not killing as in killing..killing as want to leave him].
but then..i cant bare watching him dying..
but i felt tat he's the want who is killing me now.not me.but him.

i still love him alot.but he doesnt feel it tat way towards me animore..
it's the second time we've a fight.
i hate it.
it makes m cry.
i kept on reading the lyrics HARUSKAH KITA BERPISAH.
it's wonderful and sad.
whenever he play tat song..i hope tat we wont end up like tat..

but now..

it's happening to me..the lyrics is the same as my situation now..
it's happening..
i cant bare it..
i just cant..
i cant..
i'm not strong enough..
i'm weak..

2006-07-06T01:02:00.000-07:00

today..i'm having bad mood because:-

- didnt bring my wallet to school
- need to do SCIENCE & MATHS PROJECT
- didnt get enough sleep
- woke up at 5.15am & after taking my shower,went back to sleep again and woke up at 7.05am.
- WENT TO SCHOOL AT 7.10AM.
- didnt bring history
- TOMMOROW GOT HOME ECON PRACTICAL.
- i'm sleepy
- cant meet wif my monkey.

Yesterday's literature workshop is so much fun.!
i get to be the second witch.

MACBETH is the play.

the story is interesting though.about killing and stuff.

that stupid LADY MACBETH is so damn ambitious and greedy.she wants her freaking husband to be the freaking king of scotland.[dumbass].
but then..
MALCOM SAVES THE THRONE!!.He became KING OF SCOTLAND at last.HAHAHA!!

OMG!!
ASS!!
I'M SUPPOSE TO GO THERE AND MEET TAT FREAKING MONKEY OF MINE BUT THEN I DIDN'T.!!
SHIT!!

STUPID LAH TAT MONKEY!!.
ARGHH!!!!

FUCK LAH!!

Oh yah..by the way..just now..in the class during lesson time..me,faraisha,aizat & azal are all CRAZY.

WHY?!

WE TALK DIRRTY.

AZAL was like tickling me at my neck and IT'S SOO TICKLISH.and my face bacame red.

the 4 of us was like seriously..TALKING SHIT.
but then..it's fun..

well..

need to do tat FUCKING SCIENCE & MATHS PROJECT.

oh and by the way..

TODAY IS AJMAEEN'S BIRTHDAY!!
[ he didnt come to school just now..coz he's scared yg dier akn kene SABO!! HAHAHAHA!!! ]

JAJAS SIGNING OFF~

2006-06-26T22:26:00.000-07:00

WELL..
I'M AT HOME NOW PEOPLE..
I'M HAVING A FEVER.
MY TEMPERATURE IS 38.3.IT'S THE SECOND HIGHEST.AND..TIS IS MY SECOND TIME HAVING A FEVER FOR THIS MONTH.
YESTERDAY..WAS A 'OKAY-OKAY DAY' FOR ME.
WHY?
THE REASON IS:-

1.HAVING A FEVER AT THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
2.I'M NOT NERVOUS WHEN I WAS ON THE STAGE.I DONT NOE WHY.
3.AIZAT CALLED ME 'POODLE'.
4.I AM THE FIRST GIRL TO FINISH MR BILLY'S RUNNING EXERCISE.BUT..IT'S FUN.
5.I SLEPT STRAIGHT AWAY AFTER I REACHED HOME.[WITHOUT CHANGING MY UNIFORM]
6.I AM THE FIRST PERSON TO VOLUNTEER FOR OUR CLASS NOTICE BOARD THINGY.

YEAH.THAT'S BOUT IT I THINK.

OH..AND..
GUESS WHO IS THE FIRST PERSON TO CONGRATS ME?.

IT'S HAFIZ[SEC 5].
HE KEPT LOOKING & SMILING AT ME.HE SALUTE ME TOO.YEAH.SALUTE.
WHY THE HELL MUST HE SALUTE ME?!
BUT THEN..I WAS LIKE SMILING AT HIM BACK.

YOU NOE WAT.?
BUT,I DON'T KNOW WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN CAUSE..

HAFIZ KEPT APPEARING IN MY DREAMS!.
I KNOW THAT THIS IS WEIRD..

OH..
AND..

I KNOW WAT YOU GUYS ARE THINKING RYT NOW..

THAT I MIGHT HAVE A CRUSH ON HAFIZ..

BUT THEN..

I DON'T.SERIOUSLY.
TO ME,HE IS JUST ONE OF MY FRIENDS.MY NEW FRIEND.

WELL..

MY STOMACH HURTS RYT NOW..

SO LONG..

HUGGS-KISSES-LOTS OF LOVE,

JAJAS`

I HATE TAT BITCH!!!AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

I HATE THIS FUCKING BITCH WHOSE NAME IS NADIA[not you nadiah.]
I REALLY DO HATE HER FOR LOVING MY ASYRAFUDDIN & AND HAVING HIS PICTURES AT HER FREAKING FRIENDSTER.!!arrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I HATE HER!!I HATE HER!!!
CANT SHE UNDERSTAND TAT ASYRAF IS ALREADY ATTACHED?!WITH ME!!

SHE KEPT ON SAYING TAT SHE LOVES HIM AND WOULD LIKE TO OWE HIM!!!!!
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE'S A FUCKING BITCH MAN!!!SHE'S A WHORE!!!!FUCK LAH!!!
I'M SO FREAKING PISSED RITE NOW!!!
I CANT BARE LOOKING AT HER FRENSTER!!!
SOMEONE PLEASE GO FUCK TAT BITCH!!!
YOU GUYS GO AND SEE FOR URSELF..HER FUCKING ACCOUNT..
emotional_nad@hotmail.com
LIKE HELLOOO?!
HARUSKAH KAMI BERPISAH IS MINE AND DIN'S SONG!!!!
NOT HER'S!!!
I REALLY AM ANGRY RYT NOW!!!

DIN'S MINE!!!
NOT HER'S!!
HE CHOOSE ME!!
NOT HER!!
BBBBBBBBIIIIITTTTTTCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!1

SHE'S A WHORE I TELL YOU!!
A WHORE!!

I HATE TAT FUCKING BITCH-WHORE!!!!!

IF YOU GUYS WERE ME..UR HEART WILL BE PAINFUL TOO..
I CANT BARE LOOKING TAT HER FUCKING FACE.!!!

UGH!
THIS IS SO DISGUSTING!!!!

WHY?!OH WHY MUST THIS FUCKING THING MUST HAPPEN TO ME?!

IF I SAW TAT BITCH..
I WILL KILL HER I TELL YOU!!
AND I'M NOT LYING..

2006-06-22T00:17:00.000-07:00

me and him are ok already..
we've work it out and forget about it..
doing this freaking story telling props.
I CANT BELIEVE TIS THAT I'M GOING TO ACTUALLIE DO ABOUT "MY FAVOURITE T.V PROGRAME"..That is THE SIMPSONS.
i'm seriously gonna do that.well..what the hack..i LOVE TO WATCH THE SIMPSONS SO MUCH..hahahahas!![ it's actually not funny but why the hell am i laughing?! ]
i'm trying to draw LISA but it's sooo DAMN difficult.

my mom has officially bacame A MUSIC TEACHER.TEACHING US HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO.
yeah..THE PIANO.

ok..
i havent do my science yet.
i havent do my maths yet.
BUT
I'M DOING MY SHOW AND TELL.XD

I LOVE MICHAEL BALLACK.!!
FOR ME..HE'S HOT.
DIN IS NOW TIRED OF ME BABBLING ABOUT SOCCER ALL DAY.seriously..
everytime i talk about soccer..he'll be like,"JANGAN CAKAP PASAL BOLA BOLEH TAK?!"
he doesnt like me to talk about it coz HE HATE TO WATCH SOCCER.
BUT!..
HE LOVES PLAYING IT.ASS.

i'm listening to PANIC!AT THE DISCO.I LOVE THIER SONGS!.
I'm listening to I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES.i LOVE THIS SONG ALOT!.

PANIC! AT THE DISCO LYRICS "I Write Sins Not Tragedies"
Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter."And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore.
"
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is savedWell this calls for a toast, so pour the champagneOh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is savedWell this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again...
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again...

2006-06-19T21:26:00.000-07:00

3 WORDS.

I HATE HIM!!

why?

- he call me yesterday nite.
DIN:TNGH UAT PE?
JAJAS:TNGK BOLA.
DIN:OH..BYE.
JAJAS:EHK.
DIN:TNGH TNGK BOLA KAN.
JAJAS:EHK..TAK PER ARH..
SILENT FER ABOUT 15MINS.
JAJA:ASL SENYAP?!
DIN:I TNGH PASRAH.
JAJA:OUH.
SILENT FOR 5 MINS.
JAJA:U..I LOVE U.
DIN:[SILENT]I DUN NOE WAT TO SAY.
SILENT FOR 10 MINS.
DIN:KATE TK LEH PKI TELEPHONE LAMER2
JAJA:ERM..WELL..LATER I'LL CALL YOU,
DIN:SENANG TK PAYAH CALL SUDAH!!
HE HUNG UP.

WAT THE FUCK?!
TIS IS THE FIRST TIME HE HUNG UP JUST LIKE TAT WITHOUT EVEN SAYING 'BYE'.
ASS.

he called me just now.HE DIDNT EVEN SAY SORIE FOR WAT HE DID.

DIN:I NK BREAK.
JAJA:[SILENT]
DIN:I NK BREAK.
JAJA:OK FINE!.
DIN:ABEH TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.?
JAJA:[SILENT]
DIN:U KATE NK BREAK PE..
JAJA:TAK..
DIN:SMLM U MSG I.
JAJA:TAK.
DIN:A'AH
JAJA:TAK.
DIN:A'AH
JAJA:TAK!![ AND HE LAUGHED ]
DIN:TNGH UAT PER NIE?
JAJA:NGA UAT HMWK.
JAJA:U..I MISS U.
DIN:MCM I TAK GITU..
JAJA:OUH..
DIN:U DAH MKN?
JAJA:DAH.
DIN:MCM PAHAM GITU..
JAJA:EHK!.U ASKED ME KAN.!
DIN:DAH MANDI KE BLUM?
JAJA:DAH.
DIN:MCM PAHAM GITU..
JAJA:EHK!!
DIN:JGN LUPER TAU PASAL SMLM.
JAJA:ASL?!
DIN:PASAL I MARAH KAT U..
JAJA:OH..
DIN:UMM..U..I TK NK GANGGU U ARH..
JAJA:ASL?
DIN:U NGA UAT HMWK PER..
JAJA:KAES..
DIN:INSYAALLAH I AKN CALL BILER I DAH MATI.
JAJA:[WATEVER]
JAJA:BUT..I'LL CALL U LATER..
DIN:BILER?
JAJA:PETANG?
DIN:I NGA MAIN BOLA.
JAJA:MALAM?
DIN:NGA TIDO.
JAJA:OK FINE.!
DIN:U..I NK TNGK U BOLEH TAHAN TAK KALAU TAK BERBUAL NGAN I..IT MUST BE 2 DAYS AND MORE..
JAJA:LAMERNYE..
DIN:KALAU U RINDU I BARU CALL I OK.?
JAJA:KAES..
DIN:K LAH..I TK NK GANGGU U.
JAJA:KAES..BYES..
DIN:BYE.

WELL..I CAN'T SLEEP AT NITE CUZ I WAS THINKING BOUT HIM..I EVEN CRIED AND IT'S THE FIRST TIME I CRIED OVER A GUY.
TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEK.WHEN I MISS SUMONE..I'LL CRY..BUT I DUN NOE WHY..

WELL..

PEOPLE I MISS SOOO MUCH <33333

* JUJUS
* FAZ
* NADIAH
* INTAN
* YANA
* RICA
* SHA2

I MISS U GUYS SOOO MUCH!!!

MUACKIES!!( FLYING KISSES )

2006-06-15T00:51:00.000-07:00

Went to school just now for that interview thingy.i was like sooo damn NERVOUS.till WILSON told me not to be afraid and relax.
Well..seriously..i don't have any CONFIDENT.But i was the FIRST one to FINISH.i was like stuttering..
and
joey asked me,"WILL YOU HATE US IF YOU DIDN'T GET THE GOLD BADGE?"
I said,"NO I WON'T HATE YOU GUYS."
Like duhh.
for what should i hate them if they didn't give me the GOLD BADGE.
it's their bussiness if they want to.

but then..

I WAS REALLY SUPRISED WHEN JOEY CALLED ME UP AND SAY
"HELLO?IS THIS KHALIJAH??.YOU PASS THE INTERVIEW AND YOU MUST COME TOMMOROW AT 9.50AM.MEET US AT THE HALL."

i was like,"WHAT?!I PASSED?!REALLY?!OH!!THANK YOU!!THANK YOU!!!"

i seriously thought that i won't pass and won't be getting the gold badge.
well..DIN IS TALKING TO ME RYT NOW.

.::.TATA.::.

2006-06-13T23:52:00.000-07:00

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT:TOK SAWEH,JAJAS,EMMA,FITRI,CIK AWEH & ANIS.
[nice ryt the FLOWERS?.]

this picture is taken when it is my uncle's wedding.on sunday.like duhh.
Well..the MOST disgusting thing EVER..Is that..ALL OF US SAW TWO DOGS FUCKING INFRONT OF LIFE AUDIENCE.IT IS DISGUSTING BECAUSE ALL OF US WERE EATING AND THEY DO IT ALOT OF TIMES.

WELL..

GOT TO GO NOW..SOO LONG..TILL WE MEET AGAIN..

LOTS OF LOVES,

2006-05-31T02:03:00.000-07:00

MONYET.tat's wat his little brother called hiim.hahas.i owe hiim 50 kisses.
haiz..
okok.
JAJA HATE FIRDAUS BADLY for SLAPPING ME,BITTING ME and DISTURBING ME.ALL FOR FUN.BABIBODOHASSHOLE.

JAJA MISS DIN ALOTS.
HE CALLED ME JUST NOW..
I LOVE TIS ONE SONG ALOT.LAGU JIWANG..BUT I FORGET THE TITTLE.ASS.

I have STOMACH CRAMPS SO BADLY TIS PAST FEW DAYS.hateit.
done the survey tat the school gave already.
MEPEK SIAL.go fuck lah!.all talk shit!.kiss a pig's ass sudah.but..i did it already..hahahas.!
well..jajas is crazie..
always crazie just like din.tak pernah giler.he said tat i'm socialize.because..i mixed wif his frens.not like other of his EXs.they're all SHIT!.SOMBONG!.babis.

i noe..no one understands miie.or all the craps tat i'm writing now.i'm talking shit man!.

JAJA IS GILER.
JAJA RINDUKAN DIN.
JAJA MISS MY FRIENDS.
JAJA NAK KLUAR.
JAJA IS BORED.
JAJA NAK TIDO.
JAJA SAKIT PEROT.
JAJA SEDIH.
JAJA SKRG TNGH EMO.
JAJA NAK PERGI..

tatas...

2006-05-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

the 4 days 3 nites camp was so damn fun!.i enjoy it very much.haha.well..the first day..i was very suprised coz i'm in the same group as FIRDAUS 2T2.hahahax.i hate hiim lah!.always distrub miie.fuck man!.always call me 'AJAKMAEN'.dumbdumb.he knows alot bout miie sia.ok fine!.just because i didnt do the kayaking..he knows what's wrong with miie already.idiotlah..hate hiim alots.i know lah he knows my mataer.so wat.he wants to tell aj tat my shoe terbukak in the forest and i shout.haha.it's ridiculous.[u guys dun need to noe ah..memalukan gue tau!.]during the campfire..sat beside tat firdaus.and he BITE MY HAND!.stupid ryt?!.dumbdumb.then..yesterday..he SLAP me.ASS!.pain sia.tat's because i dare hiim too.hahahahahax!.i'm going to miss our trainers.especially trainer WAN TING.she's understanding.our group won the enthusiastic group.only get a bag.my hands are itchy now.hahax.yesterday..straight went back home..eat..went to the toilet..Then..SLEEP..i slept at 11+am..woke up at 5+pm.long ryt?!..tired tau..

when the third day..it is the first time..since i dun like aj animore..i say HIE to hiim..i was like,"hie aji!"..and he was like stare at miie..scary sia..then i say,"EHK.DAH BAIK TUU AKU CAKAP HIE PAT KAU!."and he say,"namer aku bukan aji."..i was like,"yelaa AJMAEEN."well..i miss all..i want the hiking again!.although it is tiring..it's fun and it can make u lose weight.ahahakz.i cant believe tat firdaus is brave too.he always go first.like..the rock climbing..climb over the wall thingy..CRC..lead us in the forest when night walk time..hahax.he still owe miie sumthing..!his cap!.i was like,"nanti kau..satu hari nanti..aku curik cap kau!.tengok je argh..!"and he was like..taking his cap and put it infront of miie.asshole.wants to make miie jeles jek..babi.i know lah his cap is sooo lawa.dumbass.ok lahs.maybe tommorow i continue back..
have a nice day people..

in the memory of N1..2005n06

2006-05-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

at last!!woohoo.!!!

2006-05-18T23:18:00.000-07:00

YAY!!I'M GOING TO 3N2 NEXT YEAR PEOPLE!!BTW..DUN MISS MIE TAU..HAHAHAX.
AT LAST..MY DREAM CAME TRUE..GOING TO 3N2..TAKE ART..LEARN FASHION DESIGN..NYEHAHAHA!!!EHK.MAYBE ONEDAY I CAN BE THE 'POPULAR FASHION DESIGNER'..HAHAX..U NEVER NOE U NEVER TRY[ASYRAF'S FAVOURITE QUOTE]..MUAHAHAHAX!!

btw..i'm crazy sia just now at school..shouting out loud,"YAY!!AKU GI 3N2 NEXT YEAR!!YAY!!YAY!!I'M GOING TO 3N2 PEOPLE!!!WOOOHOOO!!!"CRAZY RYT?!..wait..i'm always giler in school..HAHAHAX!it will always be..ok..
i'm viewing at asyraf's friendster's profile..dumbdumb lah..he still put his ex's picture..*slapping tat girl real hard
ok fine watever.
haix..boring sia..ehk.i love take the lead(wanna ride) song sia..sooo damn nice..andand LO QUE PASO PASO by daddy yankee.the song also veri the nice giler..go and listen lahh..thenthen tell me if nice or not yahyah.OMG!!LOOKING AT TAT GIRL'S FACE MAKES ME WANNA SLAP JE MUKE DIER SAK.!MACAMNAKTAMPARJEMUKEBABIPELACOHSESATNIE!!
MENYUSAHKAN AKU TAU!!DUMBASS!!
*breathe in..breathe out..breathe in..breathe out..take a deeeeppp breathe..and release it...good girl..do tat if u're angry okaes..?
i'm ok now..but not fully recovered!.haix..i'm bored.i'm sad.i'm angry.i'm happy.tat's all.but..i hate it man.
well..jajas gotta go..
tis is asyraf..

I LOVE HIIM LOTS!!BTW..RAMBUT MCM CLICK 5 KANKAN?!HAHAHAXZ.I LOVE MY SAYANG ALOTS!!MUACKIES!!!<3

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

2006-05-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

I'M IN LOVE..!!

i still cud rmbr how we met..
haiz..it's like tis..
last year on 3 days before my uncle's wedding..my cousin,ISKANDAR..
his cousin..tat is ASHRAF..
he asked iskandar wat's my name..how old am i..which school am i in..
haiz..*dreaming of him..
on tat day..on friday..we play pokka..we laughed..we slept at 12am in the morning..haha..so cute sia.!he call mie short sak..BABIBODOHASSHOLE..!HAHAHAHA!I'M SO BAD..maki mataer sendiri..heheheh..

YESTERDAY:-

IT WAS SOOO ROMANTIC SAK!!he KISSED MY HAND!!YESYES!!MY HAND!!At macdonald[at LOT1]..hahax..he raberabe my hand..hahahax..we pelokpelok dalam bas..he carries my bag n file fer me..SWEET KAN?!i was lyk telling intan and she was like jeles..hahax.kesianintan..CHIS!andandalso..HE SUAP MIE!!only FRENCH FRIES..hahax..tat's bcoz i dun wnna eat and he pakse miie..saying"kalau u syg i..u mkn.."then..i eat lah..to show him tat i love him lots..ehk..lemmie guess..u guys dunno hu the hell m i talking about kan?..it's ASHRAF!!like duh.i miss him lots sia..baru smlm je kluar ngan die..hahax..he was like waiting fer me for 30MINs..kesian dier..hahax..the both of us miss each other sia..
just now..after skool..i was like rindukan die mcm babi..soo..i msg him.:-

jajas:hie syg!tngh uat pe?
ashraf:tgh pat lot1
jajas:pki baju umah ke skolah?
ashraf:skewl..da mkn blom
jajas:cme tadi time recess jek..skrg nga minum bubble tea..
ashraf:eh same ah..
jajas:oh..bgslah..
[silent]
ashraf:u pernah hisap bende hidop?[eww!!]
jajas:tk..asl u tnye?
ashraf:salah ke?
jajas:i tk kate salah pe..
ashraf:suke je...
jajas:mesti ahh..u kan boi i yg tersyg..
ashraf:u syg i tk?
jajas:SAYANG!!tkkn i tk syg u..
ashraf:u syg i part yg mane?atas bwh kiri kanan?
jajas:all(?)..asl u tnye?..
ashraf:kiwak all i luv u man
jajas:ohk..
IF U WANNA CONTINUE READING..BE SURE TAT U'RE NOT GONNA SAY"EWW!!"
ashraf:i nk maen u ah..
jajas:u serious pe?
ashraf:bleh ak kalau i maen u?
jajas:u serious kepe?!
ashraf:abe..u pikir i maen2 pe?
jajas:u serious pe?!
ashraf:boleh ke tk?
jajas:abeh u nk biler?..
ashraf:asap
jajas:asl lah korg nie semue desperate sngt..aru last month ader bdk nk maen nga i tapi i tknk
ashraf:u..i joking jele..i nk tgk reaction u je..u pernah uat pe bende2 tk senonoh ni semue eh?
jajas:tk arh..
ashraf:ouh abe u mcm paham je kate boleh tdi..
jajas:i tk ckp boleh kn..
ashraf:maen2 je da marah..haix..tkpe la
jajas:syg..jmpt mkn..
ashraf:abe tk suapkn?
jajas:sorie lahh..i nk suapkn u cm ne..stretch tngn i?..
ashraf:u kn miss fantastic
[silents]
ashraf:u i nk break ah..
jajas:WAT?!
ashraf:maen2 lah..i nk break kn relationship i dgn kwn2 i..
jajas:chis!
ashraf:i tk nk ganggu u mkn..bye
jajas:i dah bis mkn pun..
ashraf:tkpe ah..my ppd da low..lgipun i saketkn hati u pe..bye.
jajas..k lah..nnt klau u dah top up msg me k..byes.!love ya!muackz!

wateVer

2006-05-09T02:21:00.001-07:00

well..they're playing soccer at vista park ryt now..
Aj,Fir,Haiqal,Nazri,Irwan and Nazrul..
BTW..Watever..

chatting with anshari right now..yay!!1 more day to go..tommorow is D&T..and..u noe wat..I FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT D&T RYT NOW!!TIS IS BULLSHIT MAN!!

hehehe..Ms.lilys is not bad u noe..she's funny..chat wif her just now..she sae tat there's alot of failures in our class..haix..hopefully i'm not the one..
OMG!!I didnt tick the front page for science!!i'm sooooo dead man!!ARRGGHH!!dammit!

aj wrote tis:

relx ar.aj cmer..gurau2 jerr..!fazlina..??tk lar.it cnt b.hehe,aj nk jadi single..smpi lar aj age 16 or 17.hehehe...aj nk blajar dulu kiiee..klu de jodo...aj pinang jajaolie.hehe..klu jaja da de pilih sndrie..tk pe.tke cre..c ya in sch..tumoro.gonna mish eu..jng upe blajar k..tata..

sweet?romantic?mepek?..hmmm...

jangan pisahkan

2006-05-05T00:45:00.000-07:00

biar cinta
terhalang gunung dan samudera
aku tetap memegang janjiku padamu
biar jurang
yang terjal ada didepanku
takkan goyah
sumpahkan kepada dirimu
kita bagai kumbang dan bunga
hatiku pasti hatimu jua
namun mengapa ada saja
yang benci tulus cinta kita

jangan pisahkan
aku dan dia
tuhan tolonglah
ku cinta dia
biarkan kami
tetap bersama
di dalam suka dan duka

biar cinta
diuji bak lautan gelora
aku setia
menjulang namamu dijiwaku
kita bagai bulan dan bintang
hatiku pasti hatimu jua
namun mengapa ada saja
yang benci tulus cinta kita

jangan pisahkan
aku dan dia
tuhan tolonglah
ku cinta dia
biarkan kami
tetap bersama
di dalam suka dan duka

jgn pisahkan..

2006-04-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

a day in johor

2006-04-30T21:40:00.000-07:00

haha.
kena kacau in johor on saturday.
they call me and my cousin KAKAK!lyk since wen the hell are we their sister?!
ok..
first..at kamdar..
there's tis 3 guys..walk past us..then..one of dem look at us..and smile..
he kept looking back and smile..then..they came back in kamdar again..tis time..tat guy really2 walk infront of us and said,"eeeee!CUTENYE!!!"..(no comment pls cuz i noe lahh..we're cute..tak pyh susah2 ckp kuat2..)..

second..outside kamdar..
the both of us were sitting on a bench..a group of tis cute mat mat..walk past us..they kept staring and smiling at us..then..wen they're taking the escalator..two of them said,"awak,wak,awak!tngk atas wak!"(lyk pls..i noe lahh they want us to look up and ask for our numbers..lyk..no thanks.)

third..
at tis mall..a group of skinheads..was looking at us..me and my cousin was scared..one of dem said,"yang sebelah tuu.tak yang sebelah..!"
lyk hello..they were refering to us..(watever..)

forth..
wen we're walking to a drink stall(near to the custom going bck to s'pore)
beside the stall..there's a stall selling ramly burger..a guy..(kindda cute)..he is lyk calling us..and he is lyk..playing PEEK-A-BOO wif us..and ask us to buy burger frm his stall..(wat the fuck?!lyk hu the hell want to buy burger frm his stall?!=P

and tat's the end of it..any comments..tagg miie..

just imagine..you're alone in a room, together wif tat person..hmmm...

2006-04-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

the day we're alone,together..

`i'm in love wit ya
`i felt tat i noe you before
`i wanna owe you
`i felt like kissing you..

*MUAH
*MUAH
*MUAH
*MUAH

`kiss me again..don't let go of ur lips..
`touch me baby
`hold me by the hips..dont let go..
`wanna go furthur?..why not?..

HEYYS

2006-04-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

ARGG!!i'll always rmbr you jujus..

ouhk..
this is FINAL..
I DUN LIKE ANYONE!!

i wud like to focus on wit my studies and i wanna go to 3N2 next year..i wanna take art..

guess who i saw on tuesday night?!

I SAW BABY DIAN FARAH!!!
SHE IS SOOOO DAMN CUTE!!!
I LOVE THIS BABY ALOT!!
CUTE AIN'T SHE?!

BABY DIAN FARAH IS MY FAVOURITE BABY!!I CAN'T RESIST HER CUTENESS!!

Her pipi is sooo tembam ryt?!..

well..wanna noe hu her bro is?..

it's tis guy:-

so sick

2006-04-21T00:14:00.000-07:00

i'm like so damn sick ryt now.i cant even think.but..wat the hack.i dun even care.aizat called me just now.asking me how am i doing and stuff..i noe..it's sweet.but too bad..he is NOT MY BOIIFREN..

why the hell must they ask me if i stead with aizat?..
like hello..
so what if he touch me and stuff..

yesterday in school..i'm like so damn mabuk.
faiz is soo damn crazy.
he sat on MY LAP!YESS!MY LAP!
aizat was like watching it.faiz was like bouncing on top of me..and i was like..so angry..
then when i wanted to went home..faraisha was like asking me to wait for her but faiz was like coming out from nowhere and he held my hand and said," JOM BALEK NGAN AKU.JOM.''
And i was like..WAT THE FUCK?!WHAT THE HELL IS HE TRYING TO DO?!

when i reached home,i used the comp for a while and slept.coz i didnt feel very well..my mum gave me panadol..then anis took my temperature..and it is soo damn high..it reached up to 38.5 degrees.tis morning..my temperature is about 37.5 degrees..

btw,aj is also sick!he too,just like me,has fever,sore throat and stuff..
omg..i wanna go to skool todae but i'm too sick to go..i dun wanna miss the fun..i love skool but i hate the teachers..they're soo damn boring..but..wat to do..they're teachers..

well..got to go..my sis turn to use the comp..adios..!

LOTS OF LOVES,

jAJa

LUCKY DAY...

2006-04-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

WOW!TODAY IS MY LUCKY DAY MAN..
firstly..
my group havent finish our maths thingy..all thanks to mie..
secondly..
TODAY WE DUN HAVE OUR ORAL!!IT HAS BEEN POSPONDe to next tuesdae!!WOOHOO!!

hmm..

they've been gossiping bout mie and aizat man..
it's like..ermm..WHATEVER! i dun even care..like hello..he's my bro..
YAY!!!i'm not coming to skool tomorrow!!bcoz..

I'M SICK!!I GOT FEVER!!
AJ IS SICK TOO!!!AWW..tomorrow i'm note alone!!

C O N F U S E D

2006-03-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

I 'm confused.And i hate it!!..
i dunnoe if i still love hiim or not..
some part of my heart saes tat i hate hiim..
and some part saes tat i love hiim..
does my heart keep plaeing tricks on miie..?or issit my mind?..
haiz..
i really dun noe wat to do..
someone..

help miie wif tis..

No Mood..

2006-03-15T02:11:00.000-08:00

hmm...muiiss himm allot..wonnderrinng wenn ii'll meett hiim..

yeah!!

2006-03-12T19:41:00.000-08:00

he gave me tis pic!!SWEET RYT?!

at last!!i get to chat wif him..WHO?! AJ lahh..sssoooooo sweet..umm..i miss him alot lahh..well..i miss talking wif him on the phone..haiz..

CAMP!!

2006-03-11T07:21:00.000-08:00

omg.tis camp is sooo damn boring then last year..i prefer last year councillor camp then tis year..TODAE!!gosh..i hate it man!i can hear the scary sounds next door..we're gonna have a haunted house..hmm..i dun think it's gonna be scary..well..there's alot of commotion ryt nw..haha!so lame..GOSH!!but the sound effect is ssssooooooooo damn scary!!!TIS IS BULLSHIT MAN!!! I CAN HEAR THEM SCREAM!!!GOD..Save me from all this rectless..!!! I HATE THE SOUND MAN!!PEOPLE SCREAMING AND STUFF!!GOSH...